First of all, I am 13. My dad died 6 years ago, and many close relatives followed. It all started on 12/24/2011, and I can remember some of the dream – yes, a dream… And this is hard to type in an empty room, on an iPod.
This is real. I have been abused in my life – I know of no childhood.
Anyways…
I “awoke” in a very light room – seriously, it was all like sunlight. I stood up, and looked around. I saw a cloaked figure in a corner, his cloak was a dark brownish. All I could see besides that were his eyes – yellow. He motioned to me, I followed out of curiosity. He (I believe its a he) said there were seven others like him, each burdened with finding their reincarnation – and guiding them. I listened well, and I woke up. 2:30 AM. I went back to sleep.
This time I saw him and two others like him, but barely visible. I was in my old house, with the new family. They were arguing. I ran to my old room… Just like I remembered it, bed by the door, two hamsters (Both died there) in two cages… I had a breakdown, jumped out of the window. The cloaked man stood there watching. I screamed at him. He did nothing, nothing but acknowledge what I was screaming. I can see him beside me, watching me type… I call him Cinos. He seems to accept the name, and I don’t blame him, calling him “Him” is weird…
1/5/2012
This dream was short, but he told me that I was “Doing a great job” and other praises, then told me not to tell anyone about him. I am breaking that promise and he is watching me do it with his yellow eyes.
2/1/2012
This dream was the foggiest, but all I could see was him and darkness. I wondered why I was seeing this.
I have imaginary wolf friends in the waking world, but I share Cinos in both reality and dream…
This may seem creepy to you, but my father… He got a vasectomy before I was born, it did not take, and my birthdate, time (excluding year), and place were those of a dead baby my mother gave birth to a long time ago.
Could I be experiencing paranormal activity, or is Cinos just an imaginary friend?
I need help…
Sent in by Destiny Hope Marks, Copyright 2012
Hi Destiny, being a teenager is hard enough without having a differcult time being abused and losing your dad so early in your life. I hope the abuse has stop if anyone can understand is me. Having to grow up way too soon. I don’t think Cinos is a imarinary friend but I do think he could be a guide of sort I’m not sure. You didn’t mention if you felt any fear from this cloak figures. Follow your instincts and gut feelings. I’ll be looking for your response. Be careful and don’t show any fear. I’ll be praying for you. GOD BLESS!!
Thanks Bernice, hopefully he is just a guide
I hope so. As long you don’t get any negative energy off him or the others. You are a very brave girl.
^^” I kinda am, but curiosity is what is behind it…
Hello Destiny,
You directed me here, I came .. I have questions. And then a request.
I am very sorry about your father. My father is dead too, only I was 33 when he died, and very relieved, since he was not a well man, and he made our lives hell when he was alive.
I am not sure how your father’s death relates to what you have been seeing? Do you think they are connected?
What does ‘each burdened with finding their reincarnation’ mean? Did the entity say why it has to guide you? You see, Destiny, we are one continuous soul having physical lifetimes, and so a bit of you was not left in the past, to have to come to the ‘now’ and guide you anywhere. And seven of them .. or did it mean one of each of them for seven different people?
What did the dream of your past bedroom mean to you? How does it relate to the current situation? And the entity is ‘not’ a him. Gender is not a spirit thing, its a human state of being. We are actually all genderless as spiritual beings.
Why doesn’t he want you to tell anyone about him? No angel or guide would ask you not to speak of them.
Could you be a reincarnation of yourself, yes. This is not creepy, or a problem. I know a man in England who is/was his own older brother. He even proved to his family with all his memories and the 5 or so years he ‘was’ alive. I remember all my past lives too.
The request is to check this ‘guide’ and make sure he’s there for your greater good. The way to do this is to make a request of your angels, and you do have angels .. its called the Michael Invocation. You’ll find it on this page, up on the right hand side, in a box over ‘Newest Questions’ .. follow the link, read the page and say the words out loud, and really “mean” what you are saying. Just to be sure you could say it three times in a row. If your entity is a guide, he’ll still be around once you’ve done that .. if not, that’s good, because you don’t to have anything in your energy that is planning to cause you harm.
Otherwise, I will be interested to know the answers to my questions.
Love & Peace
Ama Nazra (demonologist)
I am so sorry you have abuse in your life. I also was an abused child. I am sorry you have lost your father. I think this ghost is evil. These things come when we are at our weakest points in our lives. When we are in grief over losing a loved one close to us. I also lost my brother when he was 17. I also heard paranormal activities. I was 19 when I first heard a ghost and chains banging, along with moans from another world. I am older now and now come to understand that I can only hear the other side. I on occasion can see demons or ghosts. I put up with abuse for years. I wish I would have known to talk to a teacher or cop. now my nose is still broken and I have a stab wound on my hand along with a bite mark on my face by my chin. I am warning abuse can carry scars. not only visible but also inside. talk to someone about what you are going through. The enemy comes at children strong when they are suffering. this ghost has yellow eyes they are not good.
Okay, I’ll try to tell him to leave me alone.
Thanks Carri.
~DHM/